Wishes to Dreams

I waited for so long
I forgot to walk.

I dreamed of you so many nights, the mornings were hung-over blue, and the night dragged stars against the sky
like candles flickering
my arms all wax, eyes closed, breathing out you, you, you 

And when you appeared
it was such a far cry 
I was so small in comparison, minimal to you and seen so very minuscule and you
were wingspan stretched,
untouchable and my hands trembled near

I cried the entire night
it ended, wondering why you ever came here.

You trespassed I wanted to say, the words however present failed my lips, and only reached the tears filling up the corners of the room and slipping down the walls, I dreamed this so differently, every second has betrayed 

me.